Monday, December 28, 2009
Before Our Eyes
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Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Christmas Eve thoughts: hearts and newborns
The talk:
Today in this meeting, and tonight with our families, we commemorate and celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ on the earth. Many songs we sing, stories we read, and the scriptures all paint a picture of a long and dreary trip to a bustling and busy Bethlehem, and discouraging reports that all the inns were full and there was no room.
We have sung and thought of the moments when Joseph and Mary are allowed to spend the night in the stable, with the animals. In spite of the humble surroundings, we also know that a glorious event occurred with the birth of a new baby, the Christ Child.
I think of the awe that I feel when I see a newborn baby. I am filled with amazement at the miracle of new life, I am filled with love for this new person, and I am filled with desires to nurture, to protect, and especially to become acquainted with this new person and every moment of its beginning life. In other words, my heart becomes quickly attached to a newborn the more I become acquainted with the child.
Remembering that tender scene in the stable so many years ago, and placing myself there as a witness to the birth of Christ, I receive a personal gift every year – feelings of tenderness, love, hope, and acceptance of His gift of life and atonement for me.
At Christmas time, our hearts feel close to Heaven. It is a time when the sharing of love fills our lives with comfort and joy.
This is the time of year when our hearts are most tender, we feel grateful for warm relationships, and we feel forgiving. We wish to express our love and thanks and gratitude to those who are in our circle of relationships and also to those less fortunate. All this movement of feeling in our heart and souls, works to make us teachable and fills our hearts with righteous longings and desires. Desire is actually a yearning or craving and is of critical importance because desire and action are inseparably connected. They have a cause and effect relationship. In time, our desires will make us who and what we are.
Because our desires play such a significant role in our eternal destiny, we can choose to exercise our agency in countless small ways that will help our desires to become more worthy and eventually even holy. Quote by Neal a Maxwell,“Each assertion of a righteous desire, each act of service, and each act of worship, however small and incremental, adds to our spiritual momentum.”
At this season, it is not hard and I think it is especially important to take time in all of our business to assess the worthiness of our desires
As an example, I want to use Alma’s words as he was recounting his transcendent gaze into heaven, he stated, “My soul did long to be there.”
This scripture teaches me about the power of desire (My soul did LONG) and the critical importance of the object of our desire (to be there).
Let me share something that illustrates desires of the heart.
My friend taught me a great principle she has learned about the first and second commandments. The first commandment is “Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart” If we acknowledge, feel, and speak our love to the Lord, we can use the power of that love to ask for help in living the second great commandment – Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. She tells me that sometimes she thinks she is really ok in her behavior, and her husband thinks he is really ok, but they both are thinking their spouse is not ok – they might feel annoyed, or a bit of anger, or resentment or frustration or whatever it is that builds walls between any of us in close relationships. This is what my friend has taught me about desires. She has literally learned to ask for help in the following way: She says a silent prayer to father in Heaven and tells him she loves Him, the lord, first in her life. She then asks the Lord to help her fulfill and live the second commandment and humble her heart so that she can overcome those feelings of resentment, anger, frustration etc. Many times The Lord has literally helped her heart to quickly soften and those negative feelings to become feelings of love, acceptance, forgiveness and humility. IN that silent prayer and in the moments after, she has just invited the Lord into her heart and in her humility the Lord can help govern her thoughts, actions, and allow the Holy Ghost to help her open her heart to her spouse. She feels an increase of love for her spouse and also from the Lord for herself. The power of her heart’s desire (to draw upon her love of the Lord) and the object of her desire – (to have help in loving others) are very real and powerful in how she is changing in her heart and behavior, and thus becoming a more worthy and holy person.
In this Christmas season, the phrases “Let him In” or “Is there room?” are often seen on cards, found in songs, or written on wall plaques. What do these words mean to me? I do not picture making a room ready for the Savior, but I am always reminded to check my inner thoughts and see if I have made room in my mind and heart for thinking about and pondering the gifts of the savior. I want to follow the example of my friend in drawing upon my love of the Lord to help my heart make room.
There is a phrase in one of my favorite Christmas Carols, The Bleak Midwinter, with words by Christina Rossetti. I was touched by her words when I read them first as a freshman in college, and each time I hear or read these words, I am touched again.
This portion of the song refers to the gifts given to the Christ child.
What can I give him
Poor as I am
If I were a shepherd
I would give a lamb
If I were a wise man
I would do my part
But what I can I give him
Give him my heart.
I can give my heart.
What does it take for my heart to allow Him to “enter in”?
I need to have the Desire to want him to be there, I need to be present of mind, be focused, and not be swayed in distractions of this world, To allow Christ to enter my heart, I need a desire to become acquainted with Him and his voice– in D&C 84:52 we are reminded, “And whoso receiveth not my voice is not acquainted with my voice, and is not of me.” I want to be acquainted with Christ. I want to let Him in to my heart. I have had the experience of becoming acquainted with new born babies, and thus I can use my experience and also learn how to be attuned to His voice – I listen, I notice, I ask, and I desire.
As we seek Christ, as we find Him, as we follow him, we can have the Christmas spirit, not for one fleeting day or few weeks each year, but as a companion always. We can turn our thoughts and desires to become acquainted with his voice. As the verse in the song tells us:
How silently how silently
The wondrous gift is given
So God imparts to human hearts
The blessings of his heaven
No ear may hear his coming
But in this world of sin
Where meek souls will receive him, still
The dear Christ enters in.
I pray that this day and season our hearts may be filled with desire to be more acquainted with the Christ Child, His gifts, His love, His hope, and that we may Let Him In to our hearts, in every way possible.
Amen
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Thoughts on Mary
I especially liked this thought: "I think about how sometimes we don’t really want our blessings to be hard. We want our trials to be confined to one part (the lesser part) and our blessings to be easy. But when has this ever been the case? Aren’t blessings and hardships one and the same?"
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Grand America buffet found in Provo?
It was just our ward brunch, but the goal was to make it look nice! My goal was to not have to haul food out of the kitchen during the whole party - just put it all out and have two people inside the tables keep the drink pitchers filled, keeping the extra milks and juice in coolers under the tables. I used vases and urns from Nicole's and Michelle's receptions!
The Menu:
egg, potato, bacon, cheese strata
ketchup and salsa
mini quiche
turkey sausage links (pre-cooked from Costco)
variety or breads, muffins, sweet rolls from ward members
yogurt
granola
mandarin orange or peach fruit cups
black grapes
bananas
pineapple
sliced oranges
boiled eggs
Cinnamon toast crunch cereal
milk, choc milk, OJ
set up
four tables in a square.
plates at two corners
drinks at other two corners
people could go either way, so there were four directions of food, all basically the same on each table.
The aprons were made by the Activities chair - so fun!
Monday, December 7, 2009
The Best Gift
I was so surprised! I really thought Camille was not going to come for Thanksgiving and all along she had planned to surprise me for my birthday! Everyone kept a great secret - even Clyde. I had NO clue.
It was a great treat to have Camille home all week! As Emerson said, "The best gift is a portion of thyself." Thanks Camille! You brought your whole self - ha!
And the girls created a delicious dinner on Sunday with broiled pears for dessert - delicious and low fat!
7 week progress
My scar so far:I visited with an older sister in my ward and she has the same scar, same fracture, same plate in her wrist. She showed me how much movement she has and she still plays the piano in Primary. She gives me hope!
Friday, December 4, 2009
great thoughts
I love the message.
As we look forward to Christmas this year, let’s look back to Christmases past and appreciate what makes a holiday memorable. Some memories may involve less-than-perfect circumstances—and that’s all right. Few real-life celebrations resemble the slick ads and scenes in holiday movies. In fact, sometimes the most cherished Christmases take place in conditions that are not quite ideal.
Of course, it’s easy to feel discouraged when things don’t go according to our plans. But in time, families often look back and laugh about the mishaps: the year the tree fell over, the time they forgot to turn on the oven, the school program when everyone forgot their lines.
Other times, families weep when they remember more serious hardships: the year when someone was in the hospital, the year there were no presents because times were tight, the first Christmas after a loved one passed away.
As such memories fill our hearts, we would do well to recall that original Christmas night. It was not without difficulty. Mary and Joseph were far from home. No room could be found in the inn. Few comforts were available. And yet, love was born. Heavenly choirs sang. A new star lit the sky, and shepherds came to worship.
Unrealistic expectations for a picture-perfect Christmas may be misleading and actually keep us from appreciating the holiday’s more subtle yet more satisfying blessings. Everything does not have to be just right for wonderful things to happen.
KC and Nicole were born in January and I still have a tender spot in my heart as I recall those long ago December months, with a large pregnant belly, and singing carols that remind me of Christ's birth and Mary's challenges.
Thursday, December 3, 2009
sweet
Thursday, November 12, 2009
hand minus wrist
-hold the round brush to style my hair - although stiffly
-open the car door, slowly
-pull up my pants - tenderly
- type and use a mouse - not too hard
- put on eyeliner and mascara - have to hold them funny sine I can't turn the wrist
You see, the bone is healing, but the stiffness remains. I cannot eat soup with my right hand because I cannot turn the wrist to point the spoon to my mouth. I still feel like a toddler if I eat with my right hand - clumsy and the spoon points to the wall, not my mouth. Do you realize how much wrist action you need to dry yourself off with a towel? A LOT.
I have a lot of work to do on my range of motion and strength. I still can't open a can, a bottle of prescription pills, hold a gallon of milk etc. And I'd be very excited if the remaining swelling would go down!
Today I began moving my wrist up and down according to DR's orders. Little movements, like baby steps. Every day. I hope to be whole soon.
Why I love my office
At 12:30 pm I went to the kitchen to slice my pear and eat lunch, after a very busy and sometmes frustrating morning. I looked out the window as I stood over the sink and to my delight I saw a few deer. I went to the kitchen nook window and ate my pear and counted six (6!) deer just having a nice lunch in the back yard of the Former President's home. There are three young deer and three who look a year older. I know the one mother deer we watched last year had three babies this summer, but it seems a few more deer have joined the herd. Watching those deer and especially the young fawns leap and dart across the yard just calmed me and made me peaceful.
At 4:30 pm in my second story office I decided it was time to shut down and I stood at the window to gaze out. This time the deer were back and some were in the yard and some were just standing in the bushes on the edge of the hill. I think I counted 7! Nibbling, nuzzling, and posing.
When I went out the front door to meet Clyde, there were three deer on the lawn just by the door where I was exiting. They startled, but I said to them, "It's OK, just keep eating your dinner." They calmed right down and only stuck their heads into the bushes. As soon as I was in the car they turned back to the grass they had been eating.
My little spot and magic of nature, right here on the BYU campus. I'm glad deer get hungry everyday. I'll be watching.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Back in the Groove...almost
Taco soup for Halloween. Michelle helped finish chopping the onion, and opened a few cans for me. (then she left for SLC)
It made so much we invited Tom and Linda over to share.
Clyde chopped olives, Linda sliced the avocado. I did most of it myself!
Today, fast Sunday, Clyde was feeling a bit sick. Flu maybe? I made dinner by myself, mostly.
-herbed turkey breast (courtesy Costco) Clyde cut the plastic off.
-roasted mini carrots (kinda crunchy, oops)
-boiled new red potatoes with butter and rosemary
-reheated green beans (cooked for an earlier meal)
-apple, pomegranate, and vanilla yogurt salad (I cut the pomegranate ,myself, very slowly, and got the seeds out under water very carefully)
-croissants (from a pop open can)
Dessert was chocolate chips cooked in four of the remaining croissants - kind of similar to the European pastries we often had for a treat or breakfast.
I am typing this with both hands, just not full function of the right hand.
Lots of exercises are to be done in two weeks to get me stronger.
I'm healing.
Being able to cook makes me feel a bit more balanced. Isn't it great that small successes bring much happiness?
Clyde folded all the laundry last night - what a guy.
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Happy Anniversary
Daily kisses and hugs in the kitchen weave the fabric of comfortable appreciation, tying our hearts together.
One of the best parts of 34 years together is knowing that in the moments that he annoys me (like forgetting to tell me where he parked car) - I will be annoyed only temporarily. It all melts away so quickly and I don't have any desire to be mad. Forgiveness amazes me and nourishes us.
Oh, and another highlight was when Clyde plucked my chin hairs yesterday -- just matter fact, no squeamishness, and with a kiss. That's happily married.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Time heals all
Same story 4 hours later, but after the docs called in the anti nausea meds I was sleeping for hours and feeling more normal.
Please excuse the left handed photography.
Wed was better, still lots of sleepiness though. 9.5 hours between pain meds.
Black eye: 10 days later.
Time does heal all hurts.
This is the view that inspires me on my quiet days of healing:
And today I looked up a photo of KC as a six week old baby. Kind of looks like Alex and Bennett.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
What's a klutz?
Apparently fast walking for exercise on old uneven sidewalks is not good for some.
I tripped, caught myself with my hands, and barely hit the sidewalk with my head.
result?
Big shiner
and fractured wrist!
surgery tomorrow.
left handed temporarily.
ps: ever tried to close side zip pants or dress in female apparel with one hand only? That feels klutzy.
a grandparent's happy moment
Last weekend Clyde and I flew to Maryland to see the 4 week old triplets born to Emily and KC. I was so happy to see and hold these special little miracles. They are so perfect! Every moment with them was a new thrill. Each night I try to memorize and recall each sweet face: Alex, Bennett, and Ruby. I could not contain my tears of gratitude for this long prayed for miracle.
Friday, October 2, 2009
Bushed!
This week was a marathon work event. My responsibility was to oversee the implementation of a new product for communicating with graduate prospects and applicants, and newly admitted students. One person came out from Cincinnati and I spent 9 - 5 with her every day, intensely building content for web pages, 7 emails for 55 departments, filters for sending all the emails on a schedule, figuring out data issues and more.
Imagine trying to manage it all - 55 departments, 7 emails each, 7 areas of content for each program web page, 4 communication plans, 97 users. I can't even do the math. I am bushed!!!
And, I don't know how to find photos on the internet without the stock photo logo. oh well. On to my NAP.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Tender Mercy
I started reading the blog listed called How great shall be your joy The name in the story, the description of the person in the temple sounded all too familiar. By the end of the story I was sure she had written about my father in the Denver temple. I could visualize him exactly as she described him, and I knew about these few new names he had recently found that needed temple work.
It was a dear sweet tender experience to read the words of someone who was deeply touched by my father's pure intentions and desire to serve. It was a tender mercy for me, a reminder of my heritage and great example of my father. It made me thankful for many things - that my brother takes my dad to the temple, that my dad still wants to go to the temple, that he loves the temple, that he has no fear when in the service of the Lord, that I am his child and witness to his example.
I found her email address somewhere on the blog and I wrote to her.
Here is what she wrote back to me:
Dear Janice: THIS IS WHY I LOVE THE INTERNET!!! I am certain that you are right - another member of the group mentioned that he was 93, that he had been a sealer in the early days of the Denver Temple, and I believe they even said he served as the Temple President (?) at one time? Or maybe a member of the presidency? Anyway, it was a really neat experience for me, and I meant what I said about feeling like I was witnessing something special. I almost felt irreverent even being in the room. It was really good for me to witness, because attending the temple is sometimes hard for me. But watching him that day really strengthened my testimony of temple work. Sounds like you were a very lucky girl to have such a wonderful dad!
Thanks for sharing,
Kristy
Amen.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Janice and the very good very long day
We had 400+ students come to the fair and we talked to every one of them! They get so excited that they are getting more chances at the three tuition prizes by visiting the booths.
There are lot of details to remember and I always blank out on something. This time I got my evening outfit from the car, and changed in the restroom around 5 pm. I handed my bag of clothing and make up to a student and told her where to find my car - just to get one thing out of the way that I would not have to haul out later. 5 minutes later she called to say she could not find the car, so I explained where it was once again. OK she said, I see it. Another call 10 minutes later and she Still could not find the car. OH. My. gosh - I NOW recalled that Clyde was picking up the car at 5:15 to go home and change! OOPS! I felt pretty silly. Thank goodness my student worker was not mad...
We started on time, had plenty of seats, even for those who did not RSVP and had a delicious meal with a new dessert: chocolate molten lava cake. Dining Services out did themselves this year. We were done by 7:55 pm, cleaned up by 8:30 and I was home and in my pjs by 8:55. Clyde gave me a sort of foot massage (can anyone teach him to a do a real massage?) After the very long day my feet hurt! This year Dustin and Alicia got to come and I found out they are in the ward of the VP over Graduate Studies.
I wish I could take a long break, but there are two more huge projects that are overdue and ready to take my time. Onward. My goal is to have these done before Emily and KC have the triplets!!! Hang on Emily and grow those babies.
Photos maybe later - or not.
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Still as a statue
My 93 year old father and my brother are visiting for the 4th. They wanted to see the place where I work so we stopped by at noon on Saturday. I was startled when I saw what looked like an ugly owl stuffed figure on the wood furniture under the Calf picture. It did not belong and I thought someone was playing a JOKE! My brother always has his camera with him and he looked at it with a zoom and said, "IT'S ALIVE..." We were sure it was alive when I noticed a few spots on the wall paper that looked like it had hit the wall. I finally gathered my senses and called security and they promised to send someone over. We continued our tour and the owl did not move from it's spot and we walked very carefully through to the dining room and upstairs.
The officer arrived about 12:15 and noted that we were upstairs. He made noise and the frightened OWL flew around the living room a bit, until the officer was able to scoop it up in his hands and send him out the door. He said it was just a baby and did not seem to be injured.
There are 15 spots on the walls and ceiling that the owl hit and left marks as he tried to get out. He also left bird POOP ( gross!) on four pieces of furniture. I placed pink sticky notes where we saw the poop, but I'm not sure we saw it all. there are a few owl feathers around too.
How did the owl arrive inside the house? I am pretty sure he came in through the chimney flue. There is a knob there and the directions on the fireplace state to turn clockwise to open. The knob seems to be turned to the open position!!
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Sunday, June 21, 2009
Hilarious
Take a look at what we found when we opened the umbrella! We had this hilarious thing at our house for so long and never knew!HA! A helmet umbrella! Hilarious.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Cozy and Growing
Saturday, May 16, 2009
In the Leafy Treetops
I'm thinking about three babies all the time - growing strong, nurtured by Emily and KC loved by all. Read their story here. Fills me with gratitude, hope, love, and excitement.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
New York
Our hotel was right on Times Square and it was quite the happening place, with tons of tourists, lots of lights, and traffic.If you look closely, you can see the ball that drops and 2009 on top of the building. That building is empty and makes all it's money by having all those lighted billboards on it. Every building in Times Square must have 35% of their building covered in billboards!KC and Emily came up for a short visit and we saw some great sights. The view from the Top of the Rock ( Rockefeller Center) was spectacular. Here is one with KC and Emily and the Empire State building in the background.
We spent some time admiring the Statue of Liberty up close - she is very impressive!
Here's some details on her specs.
Clyde and I took a night time 2 hour bus tour all around the lower Manhattan and Brooklyn sites. We learned a lot!
Saturday, April 11, 2009
A thankful heart
Monday, February 16, 2009
70's Cousin's Dinner
Menu:
Tater Tot Casserole
Jello salad with a twist
green salad with croutons and Ranch dressing (Ranch was very new and 'in')
frozen peas and carrots
Rhodes rolls (also new and so convenient in the 70's)
chocolate cake and caramel swirled ice cream (Casey's request for his b/day cake)
The recipe:
Tater Tot Casserole
1 lb ground beef
1/2 onion, diced
1 can cream of chicken soup
1/2 can evaporated milk
1/2 bag tater tots, frozen
cook beef and onion (you can even add celery). Stir in soup and milk. Mix in tater tots and pour into 8x8 or 9x9 pan. Bake at 350 for 40 -55 minutes till bubbly
I made this a lot in college - it still tastes good!
Jello Salad with a twist
1 carton cottage cheese
1 carton cool whip
1 -2 can mandarin oranges, drained
1 small can pineapple tidbits, drained
1 small box orange jello
mix all together, place in fridge for 30 minutes.
Tasty and so easy. We all made this a lot also in the 70's cause it was fancy and fast.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Ready for spring
I am SO SO looking forward to warmer days and flowers.
UPDATE: There may be hope that the snow can melt after all! Casey, Cisco, and Ryan Nielson made a human size 'snow cave/tunnel' from the mail box to the sidewalk last night on Valentines Eve. When it does warm up there's already a bunch of snow that is gone!
The mighty tunnel diggers. And proud of it.
Mugs multiplied
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Pizza party
CPK honey wheat pizza dough
1 t yeast
1 cup + 1 T warm water
1 cup bread flour
1 ½ cups whole wheat flour
1 T + 2 t honey
1 t kosher salt
1 T + 1 t EVolive oil
Dissolve yeast in water, add honey
In mixer, place 1 cup flour, salt, & 1T oil, add yeast
Mix 2 -3 minutes
Add remaining flour, mix till smooth
Oil a bowl, and place dough. Let rise 2 hours, then punch down and place in fridge over night or for 7 hours
2 hours before dinner, take out and cut in the size for pizza: 1 makes a 13” pizza, or 2 balls make 2 6” pizzas
Cover let rise till double, then roll out and dress the pizza. Can place dough on pizza stone that is hot, then toppings. Bake 400 for 10 – 20 minutes depending on toppings and if you precooked the crust.
CPK pizza sauce
1 15 oz tomato sauce
1 6 oz of paste
1 T oregano
2 cloves garlic, minced
1 t paprika
2 t basil
½ t sugar
½ t onion powder
Mix and heat over very low heat for 30 minutes
Goat Cheese and caramelized onion pizza
(Janice’s version of something she had at CPK)
1 CPK wheat crust/ dough
Red sauce
Caramelized onions
Red pepper, sautéed
Goat cheese
Chicken, cooked
Small amount mozzarella cheese
Caramelized onions
Cut two onions in thin slices.
Heat up 2 T olive oil or 3 T butter
Cook onions over low for 20 – 30 minutes, with a lid at first, then leave the lid off and watch and stir them often so they turn a bit brown, but do not burn. Low heat and patience are key here.
Layer in the order above, and bake at 400 for 15 – 20 minutes.
BBQ chicken pizza
This was basically Alicia's recipe off her food blog, except I used the CPK wheat crust.
precook chicken and chop, spread some Sweet Baby Ray's bbq sauce on the chicken.
spread more sauce on the crust, add diced chicken, caramelized onions, cooked red pepper, red onion slices, and mozzarella cheese. top with a sprinkle of fresh chopped cilantro.
Bake 400 for 15 minutes, depending on if you pre cooked the crust.
The third pizza was regular pizza with a deep pan crust . red sauce, pepperoni, green peppers, olives, mushrooms, and lots of mozzarella cheese. BE sure to pre-bake the crust for this one as it is thick.
Monday, January 26, 2009
Cousins Dinner recipes
Meatloaf
2 eggs, beaten
11 oz V-8 juice
1/2 large onion, chopped fine
1 celery stalk, diced fine
1 1/4 cup seasoned bread crumbs or Pepperidge farms stuffing
1 envelop Lipton onion soup mix
1/4 t pepper
2 lbs ground beef, 12 % fat
meatloaf topping
1/4 c ketchup
1 1/2 T brown sugar
1 slight T mustard
combine eggs juice, onion, celery, bread crumbs soup mix and pepper. Crumble beef over mixture and mix well. Shape into a loaf and place on a cookie sheet or a 9 x 13 pan. bake uncovered for 45 - 50 minutes, then spread topping over and bake 15 minutes more. serves 8 large slices.
Baked potato topping
2 cups sour cream
3/4 cup margarine or butter, softened
1/3 - 1/2 cup green onions chopped
2 oz bacon bits
1 lb shredded cheese
mix together and serve with baked potatoes.
stores well for a week and is the slick way to serve baked potatoes.
Monday, January 5, 2009
Snow!
Some days it is just beautiful. Enunciates all the individual branches. But look at what is on our deck!
View from laundry room door - that's about 20 inches or more!
And Nicole, Chuck, and Erin are just now going sledding!!
Snow makes us crazy sometimes.
**update** snowed ALL DAY today. Saw a front loader clearing our street. Bring on the troops!