Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Fear not

Lately I've been listening to April General Conference on CD as I drive to work and around town. The talks are just about the right length for an errand. But the gem I did not expect was the songs from the conference meetings. So far they have been such wonderful inspiring arrangements that I find myself hitting replay on the songs over and over! Truly uplifting. The words and arrangement to "How Firm a Foundation" have been especially poignant to me today because of some trials in my life.
I found this quote about the verses:
A powerful feature of the text is that the last five verses are written as if they are being spoken by Jesus himself to His faithful followers; a poetic summary of the reassurance one finds throughout scripture. The final declaration reassures repeatedly that Jesus will “never, no never, no never forsake” us.

the entire set of verses:

1. How firm a foundation, ye Saints of the Lord,
Is laid for your faith in his excellent word!
What more can he say than to you he hath said,
Who unto the Savior, who unto the Savior,
Who unto the Savior for refuge have fled?

2. In ev’ry condition—in sickness, in health,
In poverty’s vale or abounding in wealth,
At home or abroad, on the land or the sea—
As thy days may demand, as thy days may demand,
As thy days may demand, so thy succor shall be.

3. Fear not, I am with thee; oh, be not dismayed,
For I am thy God and will still give thee aid.
I’ll strengthen thee, help thee, and cause thee to stand,
Upheld by my righteous, upheld by my righteous,
Upheld by my righteous, omnipotent hand.

4. When through the deep waters I call thee to go,
The rivers of sorrow shall not thee o’erflow,
For I will be with thee, thy troubles to bless,
And sanctify to thee, and sanctify to thee,
And sanctify to thee thy deepest distress.

5. When through fiery trials thy pathway shall lie,
My grace, all sufficient, shall be thy supply.
The flame shall not hurt thee; I only design
Thy dross to consume, thy dross to consume,
Thy dross to consume and thy gold to refine.

6. E’en down to old age, all my people shall prove
My sov’reign, eternal, unchangeable love;
And then, when gray hair shall their temples adorn,
Like lambs shall they still, like lambs shall they still,
Like lambs shall they still in my bosom be borne.

7. The soul that on Jesus hath leaned for repose
I will not, I cannot, desert to his foes;
That soul, though all hell should endeavor to shake,
I’ll never, no never, I’ll never, no never,
I’ll never, no never, no never forsake!


And the new ending of the song goes like this:
Men's voices - "Fear not, I am with thee...
Pause,
Women's voices very slow - "Fear not, I am with thee"

stunning.
This ending certainly caught my heart listening and thinking and being strengthened by the message.
I'll be buying CDs of conference again, to be sure I can hear the wonderful songs!

Monday, September 5, 2011

23 Days

A lot has happened in the last 23 days.
My father E. James Carlson passed away.
A funeral in Aurora, Colorado.
A memorial service and burial in Logan, Ut.
Nicole and Casey moved to Ft. Collins, Colorado.
KC and Emily brought the triplets to Utah for a 10 day visit.
Camille married Tyler.

Can a heart be so broken apart and yet so full?
I'm grateful for prayer, love of family, and the hand of the Lord in my life.
It's been a glorious ride.